we're outlaws we're street gangs
we're the insolent ones,nothing pleases us
hold a tight rein on us, and it will brew trouble
we're hopeless, so what?
we don't give a damn if you look down on us
we're nothing, we care for nothing
why this wall of silence between us?
there is a wall between us
teachers give up on us
parents think we're insensible
society's expectation exceeds our imagination
smart kids must be good,they say
looking down on us doesn't mean you're better
who cares why we lose direction?
nobody gives a thought to how the apple rots?
we tried to win consensus
how much hope have you given us?
tears are dried, the future's bleak
we are lost souls, what should we do?
punishment is your method to make us grow
it destroys all our hopes and ambitions
you need a key
focus on their talents and not their flaws
standing at a crossroad,bellowing in the wind
don't kill our hopes
teachers give up on us
parents blame us for being insensible
society's expectation exceeds our imagination

~i'm not stupid too~

as a muslim,a member of society, a daughter, a student, a future teacher, a future wife, a future mother, a friend, a neighbour, a buyer, a customer, a passenger, a rentee..their voices hv place in my heart..its something not-to-be-neglected..see the people around u, find the key

izinkan sy

nk counterback my previous entry

sibuk2 sy saiko nk 1st class

adekah 1st class degree itu dpt menentukan kebahagian sy kt akhirat kelak

dpt tolong sy lalu titian sirat dgn pantasnye ke

dpt menjamin sy melangkah kedua belah kaki masuk syurga Allah ke

dpt jawab soklan munkar nakir ke

dpt jd cahye dlm kubur ke

astaghfirullah astaghfirullah astaghfirullah

alfatihah utk bid

bid,kite xtau bekal kite cukup ke x

kakak 1 phd chemistry @nottingham..."K ... dlu 1st class,dpt anugerah (ah sy lupe anugerah ape yg wujud) kt ukm"

kakak 2 phd chemistry @ belfast.."akak dlu 1st class ke? (ah directnye soklan)..x akak 3.75 je"

"korg ni 1st class ke?" {ah,soklan yg menikam kalbu}



~nape sy sibuk2 dgn kelas ape skang ni~
SY SAIKO..sile abaikan sy

{sy yg tidak pernah kesah dgn markah sy slame ini tetibe terkesah skang}

adekah nk dpt 3.8889 tuh mudah je (btw tahniah utk anda)
aahh sy masih tertny2 tanda tidak percaya
beberapa kali sy bukak portal uni en itu
xpuas ati kah?(mungkin)
oh xkesah la
sy pn xpenah berpeluang menggunakan sistem itu jd sy xtau (oh,penah di waktu trial spm,tp sy pn xpaham n xberdaye nk paham sbb xde kene mengene kredit2 itu dgn spm yg hny menilai bilangan 1A)

oh,xade mungkin yg terbaek dr ape yg dh berlaku

no turning back pls dila..tgl 1sem je lg for u to finish ur degree

go dila go

(ahh,nk dpt 3rd class pn susah..apetah lg 1st class)
sile jgn terpedaya dgn bisikan2 ini

sy yg saiko,maafkan sy

rabbi yassir wala tu'assir

rabbi tammi bil khair

~yg penting redha Allah,Allah tgk usaha bkn hasilnya~kamon2 dila