Wednesday, March 21, 2007

LAST BREATH

From those around I hear a Cry,
A muffled sob, a Hopeless sigh,
I hear their footsteps leaving slow,
And then I know my soul must Fly!
A chilly wind begins to blow,
Within my soul, from Head to Toe,
And then, Last Breath escapes my lips,
It's Time to leave. And I must Go!
So, it is True (But it's too Late)
They said: Each soul has its Given Date,
When it must leave its body's core,
And meet with its Eternal Fate.
Oh mark the words that I do say,
Who knows? Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now, Do NOT delay!
Come on my brothers let us pray
Decide which now, Do NOT delay!
Oh God! Oh God! I cannot see!
My eyes are Blind! Am I still Me
Or has my soul been led astray,
And forced to pay a Priceless Fee
Alas to Dust we all return,
Some shall rejoice, while others burn,
If only I knew that before
The line grew short, and came my Turn!
And now, as beneath the sod
They lay me (with my record flawed),
They cry, not knowing I cry worse,
For, they go home, I face my God!
Oh mark the words that I do say,
Who knows, Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now, Do NOT delay !
Come on my brothers let's pray
Decide which now, do not delay ....

Ahmed Bukhatir

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

utk awak

sy sdey tgk awak senyum
sbb sy tau tu bkn snyuman awak
tp sy xnk awak nanges
sbb sy xmampu utk ckp pape
sy xmampu nk ckp takziah
sy xmampu nk ckp sabar
sy xmampu nk pastikan yg sy xnanges

iye
mmg sy xmampu nk tlg awak ape2
n sy xkan dpt wlpn sy cube

cume
sy rase malu ngan diri sndri
sy ingt sy je yg sdey
sy sdey n nk kwn2 sy paham sy tgh sdey
tp sy sndri pn xsdr yg kwn sy tgh sdey
kesedihan die lebih besar dr sy
sy xpenah paham
sy bersalah kt awak
sy bersalah kt awak (sy rs awak tau ape kslhan sy)
sy mintak maaf
sy xtau awak ade kesedihan yg lg besar dr sy
bile sy dh tau..sy malu kt awak
sy malu sy terlalu pentingkan diri sndri
sy penah kate kt awak sy nk jd cam rasul ckp
"khairun naas yanfa'unnaas"

lastly
sy bkn nk tambah beban awk
sy dgn penuh sdrnye mengetahui bhw ape yg terjadi itulah yg terbaek
tiada kalo yg lebih baek dr ape yg dh jadi
sume Allah dh takdirkan camtu
{mari menghapal hadis 4 kwn2}
sy cume nk awak tau
bahwa laramu adalah haru biruku

ya Allah
tabahkan la hati kami
kuatkan hati kami utk bergantung sepenuhnya kepadaMu
kami pohon dan kami rayu kasih sygMu
jdkan kami hambaMu yg redha
dan Engkau meredhai kami

maaf lg,sbb sy hny mampu tulis kt sini je
sy xmampu nk ckp kt awak directly
tlg doakan sy agar dpt setenang dan setabah awak bile sy menghadapi saat yg same
doakan agar iman sy tidak terlepas dr sy
wah dh lame xupdate..
byk bende dh berlaku
byk yg sy dh blaja
byk yg masih lg bermaen2 kt ati sy ni
byk yg sy nk type kt sini
byk ayat yg sy dh karang dlm perjalanan
byknye terkumpul kt dalam ni
tp byk gk keje laen yg perlu disiapkan

dh 2 kali rasenye k dayah tagged sy
make sbg tanda sy menghormati n menyayangi akak..sy buat gk kali ni eh



desktop sy..baru je tuka..dulu buh gamba yet n adek burn..tp lps adek dh xde sy tuka desktop,gamba2 kt dinding pn sume dh cabut..xleh tgk langsung gamba2 adek n yg seangkatan dgnnye..nnt asyek terbyg2

pic kt alhambra,spain..ngan my luvly ever rumet kt kmb dlu..xsangke pn kitorg stil leh 2gether2 wlpn dlu xpenah plan nk g uni yg same n die pn amek kos laen

sy jarang ckp time kasih kt die..tp sbnrnye sy sgt2 time kasih kt die..sy xtau nk ckp

sy mempunyai masalah utk ckp time kasih, maaf, happy birthday, syg ko, nape nanges, nape sdey wlpn dlm hati sy 'meronta-ronta' nk ckp sume tu kt kwn2 sy

kwn2 sy,maafkan sy

bknnye sy ego..tp sy xmampu

time kasih

maaf

happy birthday

syg korg

tlg sy