Thursday, November 01, 2007

"hello peeps..sorry i'm not interested"

kenkdg rase cam nk angkat sign di atas, feeling too tired with people, too tried to understand my ownself, too tried to confront myself, too tired to rationalise myself...too exhausted to thoroughly get used with people behaviours without causing me any distractions. (tired gk ngan organic molecules yg cannot sync my sense langsung?)

rase cam "lantak aa..watpe nk sebok2 pasal org laen, let them mind their own business k, for them; u r not anybody"

tp kalo camtu what's the purpose of having me/you(if u feel the same) live in this world kalo kite xde kene mengene ngan org laen,masing2 buat masing2,(kau dan aku berbeza?).

sume ni bole jd kalo kite je yg kontrol diri(hati,jiwa,emosi,minda)..tanpa ikut manual yg Allah bg.
sume yg terjd kite rationalise sndri ikut persepsi kite, rase sndri ngan emosi kite n etc2 sndri2.
pastu bile down, nk seseorg utk motivate diri kite..slagi xjumpe org tu,bkn salah kite..salah org laen yg xmo jd motivator kite (ohh,td nk duk sndri2..ni dh nk org lak motivate die..huhu manusia;sng tertipu,ditipu dan menipu)

xpasan ke kite dh ade The One n Only Superduper Motivator
Allah ckp "kuntum khairun ummatun ukhrijaat linnaas, ta'muruna bilmakruf watanhauna 'anil munkar"
kun= telah
tum=antum=kamu
khairun=yg terbaek,the best
ummatun=umat,golongan,team
ukhrijaat=dikeluarkan,the chosen
li=untuk
naas=manusia

owh bagusla,ade golongan tu..slamat masyarakat kite..bagus bagus bagus
so biar je la pegawai pencegah maksiat buat keje die
ustaz2 kt ehwal islam,al-kuliyyah,halaqah bg2 ceramah kt tv tu..xde la rase dose sgt tgk tv even kalo 24jam pn..alhamdulillah syukur nikmat,malaysia maju rakyat selamat,negara bersih rakyat sihat

copp copp
tp bukan ayat tu ckp kuntum ke (owh skang ni ade lg ke majalah kuntum ehh?tringat kecik2 dlu mak suke belikan)
tum=kamu (kataganti nama diri ke2)
Allah ckp kamu
ade dlm Quran
Quran utk manusia
sy/anda/kite = manusia
kite bace Quran
kamu=kite

thus, utk sy..sy kene ingt,sy xleh nk biarkan hati sy camtu je
sy kene jd khairun ummatun
hati= apabila rosak,rosakla jasad keseluruhannya,apabila baek,baekla keseluruhannya
hati baek=xleh kosong/sempit/kering/mati?/karat/lapar
KENE KUAT KUAT N KUAT

"aku xpernah tewas tuk mencari diriku biar laen biar kumula,dan kau xperlu tewas tuk menjd dirimu..." (batu dan golek)

don't ever putus harap, don't ever stop..if u r tired,take a long breath, refresh ur niat, istighfar

tringat pasal control hati ni,alang2 iklan sat

CSE: Control ur whims, Shift ur paradigm, Enter a new beginning http://www.msmonline.info/pms07/

u'll never walk alone