Thursday, December 01, 2011

wow..last entry 8 jan 2011. Alhamdulillah Allah masih bagi ruang, masa dan peluang untuk terus hidup dan terus berjuang di muka bumi Allah ini. Yes, 2011 dah nak sampai ke hujungnya. Last entry tulis kunun2 nya sibuk ngan minit mesyuarat, yet now pun still in progress of menaip minit juga. Never ending mesyuarats.
Still kt sek eventhough no more students are here. My United Souls dah balik ke tempat asal masing2. These United Souls people were sooo mcm2. 2thn dgn diorg berbagai rasa jiwa raga. But yet masa diorg tgh exam i felt soo free. So calm n xde rasa apa2 di hati. After they finished all their 3 Chemistry papers, the feeling ..... (can't be described)
Today, after a day being they become ex-SABDArians..i got a text msg from one of my ex-student.
"D : Love u sooo much teacher
Me: How's life as ex-secondary-school-student?
D : Surprisingly, missing SABDA. This afternoon I did Chemistry. Just a bit. Miss ur class teacher
Me : Waa so terharu. Thought everyone hv thrown their books away. There were not much I did in class. No fancy2 gadgets or slides, but lots of love in my heart. Sorry if I were not as spttnya tcer to be
D : U r the best chemistry teacher I cn ever asked for. No way I'm throwing my books. Finish spm is not the end of everything. Plus, u make me love chem teacher! Thank u so much"
Ok, ini mungkin perasaan yg Mrs. Punia ckp kt KMB dulu. Mmg layan perangai students yg mcm2, students yg xsama mcm zaman kita sek dlu..kenkdg buat saya rasa sgt "terkoyak-koyak" atau "carik rabak" bak kata opah saya. Masa zaman saya praktikal kt dlu mmg rasa bertimbun2 kasih sayang kt students. Tp bila masuk SABDA sikit2 perasaan tuh mcm ditimbus2 melayan kerenah students, parents, kerja2 dokumentasi, events etc.
Thanks D, u raise me up again. 2 hari lps baru je saya terfikir-fikir apa la yg akan jd thn dpn. Saya rasa dugaan mcm lg berat je because next yr 5th former lain lak trend dia. Walau apa pun yg terjadi, redah je dila. Do your work ikhlas lillahi taala. Make them orang not beruang.
To all United Souls, all the best. Be good to yourself (as u have to make sure u are preparing to enter Jannah)
* Saya salin kembali msg2 supaya saya tahu kt mana nk cari kalau telefon sy rosak lg. Mengambil pengajaran sbb terlalu byk benda yg xdpt dr access kembali as sume benda simpan dlm fon selama 5thn penggunaan. Dan telefon itu tetibe rosak.

Saturday, January 08, 2011

it's the beginning of the year..means, long lists of meeting..
and yg sakitnya, lots of minit mesyuarat to be composed also..
aiyokk..when there were so many works to do, what adilah did was always out-of-the-list works..
huhu never changing since school days

i think i should go for a secretarial course